some asked why i care to let it bother me (regarding the previous entry), i guess i'm just paranoid. after his threat (once long ago) to hurt/kill my sis/me, i'd always had nightmares that we're trying to escape from him and he's trying to murder us.

oh i've had occassional scenes of him cutting my flesh off me too. but then again, won't that be an interesting photographing material? so anyway despite being nightmares they are inspiring sometimes too.

and yeah, as i was talking about lithiumpicnic... he photographed dir en grey! there's a legal case going on that can do with some donation, read about it here.